Hello, World. Now that I’ve arrived home in Buffalo I have the chance to write about Wednesday night’s performance with Mashirika at ISHYO. This performance was a presentation of two weeks worth of discoveries, reflection, and relationships that we fostered with the people of Rwanda and our new family, Mashirika. We devised our story over two and a half days at the end of our adventure in Rwanda and presented our process thus far on Wednesday night to a full house!
We titled the performance: When the Walls Come Down - TRUTH. The title came about after we examined the three themes that we focused on during rehearsals. We wove these themes together to create a one large story. The themes were (in order of performance): My Story is Your Story, Live to Change, and In Every Horror There is Beauty. Each theme had a specific story that reflected the message. After rehearsing and watching everyone’s stories we recognized the common spine that was felt in each of the three themes: when we share our stories and listen to each other we reveal the truth. Without this action we only make assumptions and create walls that barracade us from other people. This doesn’t help to educate or build community, it destroys the possibility. Therefore, in order to break down walls we have to speak up and act out to let the truth be known. We learned in rehearsal that living through these themes can be uncomfortable because we were exploring intense topics, but we gained the most from giving our all to tell these important, pressing stories. If the sadness is deep and the joy is great in a play, then the learning curve will be even more intense, and the story will be more meaningful to the audience. Also, the actor’s will appreciate the work they created.
Our performance started everyone playing with each other, running around the room with lots of energy, and laughing. Then, one by one we broke off and walked down stage to tell the audience what we learned when we were young that started to build our walls around us. For example, I said, “When I was young I learned that girls with short hair were gay.” Another statement was, “When I was young I was told to never bring home a white girl.” After these statements were shared we hunched over each other to form a wall extending from down stage to up stage. Two people were left, one on either side of the wall, and they wanted to play with each other. However the wall started hissing at them saying that they can’t play with each other for numerous ignorant, racist reasons. Then we (the wall) stood tall and clasped our hands over our head to form a tall wall, impenetrable to the kids that wanted to play. We forced them to give up on each other because they believed the walls that were built between them.
Then through song and dance we moved through each of the three themes. Each story ended in failure, as the characters could not figure out the answer to their struggles. They did not have the strength and the know-how to break down the walls. At the end of the last story half of the actors sang a song that expressed our fight, and the other half danced to the song. The choreography reflected the mood of the song. Here are the lyrics:
Are you really listening?
Are you really there?
Can you feel my sorrow?
Can you feel my pain?
(repeat)
Are you really listening?
(Spoken: “I can’t hear you”)
Are you really there?
(Spoken: “Not with these walls between us.”)
Can you feel my sorrow
(answer singing: “I can’t feel you”)
Can you feel my pain?
(answer singing: “Not with these walls between us!” x2)
Are you really listening?
(spoken: I can’t hear you)
Are you really there?
(spoken: not with these walls between us)
Can you feel my sorrow?
(answer singing: I can’t feel you)
Can you feel my pain?
(answer singing: not with these walls between us! x2)
Then we bust through the wall that the chroeography created, the tempo picks up, and we start to clap and dance to African drumming. Then we change the lyrics to:
I am really listening
I am really there
I can feel your sorrow
I can feel your pain
With no more walls between us!
After we discover the truth behind our problems, we celebrate by dancing and howling with each other, and finally gallop off stage.
The audience shared their feedback with us after the show finished. It was a fantastic audience filled with literature students, theatre students, education students, teachers, artists, and humanitarians. They appreciated our performance and had lots of questions on the “style” of theatre we chose; Why the mix of song, dance, and drama? We had feedback about what we should add, and what demographic should be represented as we developed the show. A few students commented that this theatre performance was a very good representation of how the arts can simplify and expose larger thruths in a short period of time. They appreciated that immensly and encouraged us to keep working hard. We had invitations to do it in Uganda. There was a short intense debate between an artist/theatre professor and our cast about the reality of using the arts to change the world, and if it is actually possible. This was a great opportunity to defend our beliefs and also help other artists believe that it is possible. Finally, we also had an excellent conversation about the affects of theatre in education and why it is a fantastic tool to teach people.
Clearly our 30 minute performance did what it needed to do. It sparked a lot of questions, concerns, and excitement within the audience. It also created very dynamic conversations around difficult topics. Our theatre production and our theatre space gave a large group of people the chance to voice their stories and share their truths about real situations. That’s what this is all about, bringing down the walls to reveal truth, and make change.
The truth never burns.